you don’t know what i’m going through

i can’t make you understand

i’m actually trying now, and it hasn’t paid off

sometimes i get scared

there’s more going on that you can even imagine

i’ve probably thought about telling you, but didn’t feel comfortable

i don’t want the pity

but i probably need your help

you just don’t know it

i know people who listen

but they don’t really hear me

until i start to scream