you don’t know what i’m going through<\/p>\n

i can’t make you understand<\/p>\n

i’m actually trying now, and it hasn’t paid off<\/p>\n

sometimes i get scared<\/p>\n

there’s more going on that you can even imagine<\/p>\n

i’ve probably thought about telling you, but didn’t feel comfortable <\/p>\n

i don’t want the pity<\/p>\n

but i probably need your help<\/p>\n

you just don’t know it<\/p>\n

i know people who listen<\/p>\n

but they don’t really hear me<\/p>\n

until i start to scream<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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