I wonder what jennifer is doing right now. i wonder if she’s still with eddie and if she’s happy or not, and i hope she is. life has been so different without her and i catch myself wanting to call her at the weirdest times and i never do. i hope that we make peace someday, because she was my best friend and the closest person to me for the majority of my life. i want to rehash everything with her and figure out what happened. <\/p>\n

i wonder why things don’t always turn out the way you think that they should and how everything ends up working out anyway. sometimes the ending that you didn’t ask for pleasantly surprises you. like peter. he’s definitely my pleasant surprise, and now i can’t imagine a beginning or an end without him being there too. <\/p>\n

i wonder why i’m so unmotivated to play tennis. i guess that had better change pretty soon. <\/p>\n

i wonder if kelly and i will always talk on aim all the time after we grow up for real. it just wouldn’t be the same if i didni’t get to wake up and see her away messages!<\/p>\n

i wonder if i’ll ever be hungry again.<\/p>\n

i wonder if i’ll ever sleep the whole night through again. <\/p>\n

i wonder if the everglades restaurant will be good. <\/p>\n

i wonder what digital camera i’m going to get. <\/p>\n

i wonder if i’m ever going to catch up with my reading. <\/p>\n

i wonder if i’m boring you.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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