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The twitch appeared during catalog season at work in 2006. I had never had a twitch before. It happened in my left eye, and was super annoying. Every minute or so my lower eyelid would twitch, and I couldn\u2019t figure it out. So, in the midst of catalog, I told Rachel, who said \u201cThat always happens to me when I\u2019m stressed.\u201d<\/font><\/p>\n

After catalog, the twitch went away, and reappeared during the next catalog season in 2007. It stayed through that Christmas, because I thought I might get laid off, and I did. It stayed through the time when we got our wedding invitations out, and then it went away. By that time I had found another job (a contract job, but still a job). Things were good, until the twitch came back, 3 weeks before the wedding. I was really stressed out then. So stressed out, in fact, that I burst a blood vessel in my eye THREE DAYS before the wedding. And it was super noticeable. Luckily, I realized I needed to calm down, and it was gone before the wedding. <\/font><\/p>\n

And the twitch is back. I\u2019m in job limbo. They hired someone to come in as a permanent employee for the position that I\u2019m working right now. They say there will be a place for me. Though that may be true, I can\u2019t help but worry. If I lose my job, we\u2019ll be in huge trouble. <\/font><\/p>\n

And I have to train this girl, too. <\/font><\/p>\n

Rub salt into the wound, powers that be. We didn\u2019t hire you, so train this girl to do the job that you\u2019re doing.<\/font><\/p>\n

I am hoping a few other things come through, but if they don\u2019t, I\u2019m applying like crazy. I don\u2019t expect guarantees out of life. I\u2019ve learned that a company, you\u2019re disposable, contract or not. <\/font><\/p>\n

I\u2019ll just be happy when the twitch goes away again. It\u2019s getting rather annoying.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

It seems to me that they amount of stress I\u2019m undergoing is manifested in my eyes. I don\u2019t know when this happened. I don\u2019t know if its because I internally try and deal with things without talking about them (and without knowing it), or because I have no outlet for<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-329","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-life"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1DIlZ-5j","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=329"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/329\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=329"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=329"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/lindsaykeegan.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=329"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}