so today has been a really weird day in a lot of ways, and i’m feeling weird, and i’m drowning in work that i’ve procrastinated on. tomorrow i have a dr appt at 9:30, class all day, and then another one at 3:30, and so much crap that is due on thursday that its ridiculous. how i let all this slide i have no idea. but i do it every semester, except that every semester i’m not successfully taking 15 credits and trying to bust my ass to graduate, and i think it sucks that i can’t sit back and get everything read the way that i want to. i think the fall will be easy, with one class i took before, one with a teacher i don’t know, and two with dr. smith, my fav professor. hurray. <\/p>\n

denis peter got a job at red lobster as a manager and thats super cool, and we went and ate there tonight and it was ewird because all the restaurant managers i’ve ever worked for seemed really old, and of course pete doesn’t seem old to me. one of their managers was going around making the servers clean the windows, and actually shining a flashlight through the window to make sure they got it clean. crazy. so glad hops was never like that. oh, the glory days.
\n~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~<\/p>\n

who knows why you and i fell off the roster?
\nwho can figure out why you and i never passed muster
\non our way out yonder?
\ndoes anyone wonder why you and i lacked
\nthe presence of minding our blunders?
\ncan anyone see why you and i, no longer intact,
\npulled a disappearing act and left with scratch? our secret pact
\nrequired that you and i forget why and where
\nwe lost our place when we went off the books.
\ncould anyone guess, does anyone know or even care
\nwhy you and i can’t be found, as hard as we look?
\nwho’ll spell out for us, if we exist,
\nwhy you and i missed our turn on the list?
\nwho can stand to reason why you and i let
\nour union dissolve to strike the orderly alphabet?
\n-harryette mullen<\/p>\n

a poem that can be applied to so many of life’s relationships
\noh you lucky people who read my journal. fall semester it will be pre-1950’s poetry that will haunt my journal \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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