Hello hello.

Such a bad poster, I am.

Today has been slow for me, and thanks to the adrenal fatigue, I feel like I ran a marathon last night. But it wasn’t really a marathon, it was just 40 minutes of soccer, which I didn’t play the whole game of, and I’m ready to go home and take a post work nap.

I was nervous about soccer. When we got there last night, there were a TON of people playing. It was crazy! I didn’t think it would be as big as it was, and especially with some people on our team never playing before, I wasn’t sure how we would do. I was more concerned with everyone having a good time, and apparently they did…even though we lost 0-6. But I know there’s no way we could be last in the league, the other people just know what they’re doing, that’s all!

My desk is a mess. My car is a mess. My apartment is a mess. It’s all I can do to feed myself and keep the kitchen and bathroom clean. Those are the least sanitary, so they should be the most important to keep clean as far as I’m concerned. And I can’t really say that I’m going to do much when I get home besides snuggle with the Tater on the couch and wait for Denis Pete to come home.

And let me just say. My boyfriend is the most patient man that I have ever met. Patient with me, patient with my emotions, the adrenal fatigue, my struggle to become comfortable in life after graduation and the so-called "real" world. Patient with me regarding us, and my super desire to get married sooner rather than later. I am so lucky that he loves me. And it’s not that he always tells me, he just shows it! He opens the car door, he takes me out, he wants to provide for me in the best way that he can, he listens, he tells me stories to get my mind off things that are bothering me. He doesn’t give me a hard time for never having any energy, for not wanting to go out a lot, or for making things seem worse than they are. When we started dating, I was a twenty year old girl, and he was a twenty year old guy. I always knew that when he grew up he would be a good guy, but he’s really the most amazing man I have ever met, and I love him more every day.