The gray pants that I’m wearing today for work are work pants. They’re not supposed to be too tight, and yet for some reason today, I feel like my ass is just hanging out of them. They’re too tight. They’ve never been too tight before, and I don’t think that its because I’m wearing a sweater instead of a shirt.

I’m not one to really complain about my body, but during the last year and a half between the inertia caused by depression and the busyness of the whole semester plus work thing, I did not exercise. But these pants. There is no way that people are not staring at my butt. The pants are too tight. My butt has gotten bigger.

Thursday I’m definitely going to do something about this. Thursday begins running, because I know I have a butt, and that guys like a butt, but I’m sorry. My ass is just too fat!

In other news, interview with Harcourt is tomorrow and what the hell am I going to do if I can’t wear these pants!!!