THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR( things you can’t live without)

Something important on your desk: my computer. i would not have survived school without it.

If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: a new car. poor
focus has just about had it, and i’m afraid i’m going to graduate and
she’s going to break down on me.

Something you don’t have a lot of: haha money! still no money. but thats what credit cards are for isn’t it?

If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would
they be: tater, my journals, and my back-up cd of all my papers. i’d be
crushed if i lost them, its a lifetime of work for me at this point.

MORALS

If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: haha
SUGAR. i love it too much. and pepsi. i love pepsi. give me something
sweet and i’m a happy girl.

A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: i got into a fight
with a friend one time, and he ended up being at the student union at
the same time as i was. i wouldn’t look at him. i knew it hurt him but
i couldn’t look at him, i was too angry and would have said something
that i regreted.

A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: pete last night, when
i told jess that he thinks he knows everything. i was just kidding and
she knew that, but he took me seriously. all is well though 🙂

One person you have killed in your thoughts: haha i plead the fifth on this one 🙂

FRIENDS:

Three traits you look for in a friend: honesty, loyalty, and
longetivity. i want friends for life, not just for right now. i hate it
when i find out someone has lied to me, and i hate it when i find out
someone is talking shit. that gets you crossed off my friend list
almost right away.

Who makes you laugh most often: haha lyanna, because she’s freaking crazy

A friend who you can tell anything: leelee, kelly, virginia, cristin.
they’re my core group of girls who have been around just about as long
as i have (or longer! hehehe). and then the newbies: jess, julie, and
marissa. and jon. can’t ever forget jon!

A friend you can got to for advice: all the girls above. and jon.

The best piece of advice you had been given: take every day one day at a time.

Two closest friends: leelee and cristin

The friend who uses most of your energy: haha MARISSA because we spend
so much energy trying to work out our schedules so that we can hang
out!!

EGO

Your 3 best qualities: honest, nice, real

Your 3 worst qualities: untrusting, cautious, skeptical

Describe your Ideal self: my ideal self would be someone who loses the
pessimism about people. i’d like to trust people, right off the bat,
and i don’t. i also wish i was able to hide my feelings about people a
little better. i have tact but i have to strain to use it haha.

A comliment that makes you blush: when anyone says i’m smart.

You are embarassed when: ugh when i do anything stupid. or when i have
to think about dancing in public. that just puts fear in my heart haha.

The greatest physical pain you ever endured: getting my chin stitched
up when i busted it open playing tennis. i’ve been lucky, i haven’t had
any real physical pain aside from the tennis elbow, which was pretty
painful at the time.

The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: losing a friend, and having family pass away.

Moment you are most ashamed of: having a friend read a note i wrote
about her to another friend in middle school. and slapping my cousin.
i’ll never hit anyone again.

Your best physical feature: hair. its so easy! haha.

Who/What makes you happy: pete makes me really happy. and so does
tater. and i love when i get together with my girls for a girls night
and we all catch up. the weather, when its that perfect temperature on
a perfect day makes me happy. reading makes me happy. tennis makes me
happy.

Who/what makes you sad: thinking about papa makes me sad. thinking
about friendships i’ve lost makes me sad sometimes, but most of them
have been recovered. i hate feeling nostalgic.

EMOTIONS

Emotion you hide most: fear.

The emotion you tend to experience most: haha i feel like i have no
time to feel things, i’m so busy! if rushed or busy is an emotion thats
it right now.

The emotion you are feeling most lately: happiness.

You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: the fact that there are
somethings i want to get over, and i’m working on, but i can’t seem to.

When you are angry you need: to vent. and to talk to pete. he can always calm me down and make me feel better.

When you are sentimental you need: a hug.

When you are in love you need: to actually SEE pete 🙂

MEMORIES

One of your most peaceful memories: snuggling with tater. she so cute. and holding her calms me down.

One of your most tragic memories: when i was in the hospital with papa,
and he started crying. when we buried him, and threw a golf ball into
the grave. when i went to visit him on his birthday, and there was no
gravestone. i miss him.

One of your angriest memories: finding out a friend lied to me.

A memory that makes you laugh: pete’s face when i first did the “little
dance.” he hates it. i love it. everyone thinks its cute except for
him! funny how that works out isn’t it??

a memory that makes you happy: finding out i got my job at the sentinel.

LOVE

Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: being confident.

Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: hahaha i
HATE it when pete makes the bill cosby face. i don’t even know if he
knows that. it looks so much like bill cosby that it creeps me out.

Two things appealing about people:

A personality trait you find appealing: humor

Your secret passion: shopping? i don’t know!

What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: i don’t
know. everyone always says that its the comfort of having someone
around all the time and thats definitely part of it. i love that i have
someone i can trust and count on, but most of all i love that that
person is peter.

FINALLY>>>>>>

If you had more time alone you would: rest. i feel like i never get any
rest. and i would read for fun. i miss that so much. the only thing i
can handle right now is turning my brain off and watching tv.

If you had more patience you would: cook. i hate cooking. i want the
food to be ready, now. and i hate cleaning up. my poor mom. i’m
anything but the poster child of domesticity.

If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would
it be: my posture. my shoulders are rolling forward and i hate it. and
my teeth. even after braces and even though i STILL, at the age of 22,
wear my retainer at night, have crooked teeth on the bottom. and one on
the top. i hate that my parents paid all that money and it was wasted.

If you had no committments what would you be doing: i would move to europe and try and get into a graduate school there.

If you could have one super power what would it be: to pause time so i
can sleep longer in between classes while i’m in the student u.