so i’m here and everyone is there, and its summer, which is a boring time in orlando anyway. and a busy time, as far as i go. there are all the classes i’m taking and the packing i should be doing this week, but i’m not, because i’m down in the mia.

tomorrow its off to the hospital to kick it with my grandpa while he goes down for radiation treatment. i’ll hang there til his hospital bed gets delivered to their house and my grandma will come to the hospital.

its so sad. my papa is not my papa. he is this man that you can see pieces of his old self in, and the rest of it is just not him. or an exagerated version of him. like he lectures ten times more than usual, but on the same thing, for hours (miscommunication). he thought the nurses stole the mayonaise that he’s hoarding in the tray table thing when i couldn’t find him. it was funny at the time, but now its not. now its just sad, because he is another man in my granfather’s body.

went out with jon and larry tonight and it was good times. pf changs wasn’t good for some reason, but thats ok. we got dessert at bennigans and caught up. it was good to see larry again, i don’t think any of us have changed too much. we’ve just grown up some. i’m excited about seeing jen this week too, and i’m glad i get to be here with the fam.