yeah. definitely my status right now. i figure by maybe forcing myself to write something i’ll be able to get into the literary aspect of it all. of the screwtape letters and jean butler that is. as opposed to looking up anna nalick song lyrics thanks to kelly and checking my friends pages every 2 mins to see if anyone has updated. nope. not yet. so i’m providing you all with an update.

one thing that amazes me is that its been almost ten years and kelly and i still chat online and look up song lyrics together. haha i guess there is no growing up is there 🙂 to think i was afraid that you and i wouldn’t be able to talk online once you graduated and here we are, chatting all the time! wonderful, wonderful technology. and if there isn’t aim there will always be text messaging!

so pete has graduated and thats weird to me, in its own way, because what is happening to him now is in my near future, and thats scary. as much as i bitch and moan about the writing and the reading i realized that i like school, and so, if my gpa goes up some over the next 8 months, off to graduate school i will go. where that will be, i have no idea, but i’m toying w/the idea of a doctorate if i can make it that far, so we’ll see. i’ll laugh if i’m the one to go for my doctorate out of the rest of my scholarly friends, because i’m the one who seems to be the least scholarly. but anyways. pete’s graduation and job actually affects me and thats weird to, because if he gets transferred to miami after his training here, then its off to miami for me as well after december. i never thought i would move back home, i just want to get away from ucf, which is where the studio apartment downtown comes in. and it seems like finally, miami and i have made some peace with each other, so moving back there won’t be as bad as i would have thought back in freshman year. i miss home, and when my parents came to pick up some stuff from my apt everyone who came to dinner with us was from mia, and i really missed home then.

so the plan: punta gorda 5/2-5/6
miami 5/6-5/13
nami walk 5/14
summer semester 5/16…sigh

now i guess i’m motivated, so its time to go