ga tech is today. long long drive.
but i think it will be good times. playing tennis is always a much better alternative to sitting on my butt all weekend and reading.
i’m going to miss my girls who usually go though (ahem. jess and kristin) but its all good.
i have been in the weirdest mood lately. the stress from school is kicking my ass and i just want the semester to be over. its been fun in its own way but i’m ready to get out of this school and move downtown. i like orlando. peter has a job interview right now, and i hope its going well. wow. i’m excited for him but man are we old enough to get jobs that give you benefits? i guess so. luckily i have the summer to figure that stuff out.
my papa is having surgery tomorrow, and i almost think i should be at home instead of going on this trip. i think thats what’s bothering me. i may go home next weekend to see him. my mom said i should call him today but i’m scared to, because she says his memory isn’t very good and what if he doesn’t know who i am? if you don’t know my grandfather has cancer. lung cancer, even though he quit smoking like 45 years ago. he’s two years into it now, and he was only supposed to last 6 months so God is good in that way. but then i’m not so sure, because to watch my strong, robust grandfather shrivel away into a shell of a man isn’t fair. it sounds stupid but he was supposed stay alive until i got married. we all know i’m not getting married any time soon and it sounds like a stupid thing to be mad at God about but i am a little bit. maybe i will go home next weekend.