so today is the first day of my second to last semester or school. i want it to be over. i want school to be over and i want to be taking my one grad class per semester and have that be the end of it. oh yeah, i want a job lined up for after graduation. now is that too much to ask?

so break was awesome. its been a long time since i’ve been home and felt peaceful about it. peter came for the last week, which was great because for every miami trip he’s been on, it’s only been for the weekend. he surprised me again this year, coming in to town a day early, and he was able to meet jayson, who was my favorite cousin when i was little. and jayson has a baby, which is just weird that one of us is a parent, but he seems to be good at it and happy, and thats really important.

i also saw jon and was able to talk through stuff with him about what’s been going on with me, and that was nice too. i told him that whenever i get married he’s going to be a bridesmaid and we’ll get a pink dress just for him! haha. and i had lunch with jen, which was great and amazing and fun. neither of us have changed much, we both look the same (except her hair is a lot longer than it used to be!), both act the same, and its cool. its comforting to say something to someone without having to explain how you feel. like being nervous about meeting pete’s parents in cali. she knew it was big, and i didn’t have to tell her. i missed our friendship, but i’m glad that we have it back.

class today consists of modern american poetry and irish literature. both should be good. i really hope that i can hack it this semester, but we’ll see. i don’t really have any other choice. so happy first day of school, everyone.