again…to early for me to be awake.

count down to the semester i have to do really well in: 10 days. sigh.

so happy new years!

like the rest of the world, i have joined the gym. la fitness to be exact. its more because i need to get in shape for nationals, and make my arm strong again from the sophomore year nationals so that my forehand can last for my final season of tennis club. which i’m sad about, but i’ll probably be out there for intramurals in the fall. we’ll see what happens, if i get to go to chautauqua for the summer, or if i’ll stick around and just work at ucf. i really can’t wait to graduate. get this life of mine started. jon and i were talking about college last week and he was saying that its a weird time, and i think it is. we’re in limbo. i look forward to the day where i’m taking one grad class for a few semesters. it may take longer to get my masters, but i’m tired of school. i want my masters but i’m tired of school, and the reading.

so as for resolutions, i don’t really have any. i’ve survived a crazy year, with more ups and downs than many of you know about. i didn’t think i was going to make it through, but i did, and thats just a testament that all things pass. you just forget that when you’re in the trenches. peter and i are together, and that makes me happy, and i know we can get through anything. jen and i had lunch, which was awesome and fun and cathartic. our friendship is not the same, and in some ways we’re different, but in someways we’re still exactly the same, and i think that makes future friendship possible. history the way we have it is rare, and something to be grateful for. i’d love to see larry and ed, and that may not happen this trip, but hopefully it will in the future. i just think my resolution is to “keep on truckin”, as my mom would say. the future looks amazing and i’m finally exited. i’m finally having fun. and thats more than i could have asked for out of the past year 🙂

so i hope you had a happy new years. i was sneaking shots of banana rum w/my aunt and uncle, and i hope your alcoholic endeavors were less secretive than that!